Flaws of Life

I hate the feeling of never being good enough, or judged. It is even worse when people close to you point out flaws in other people that you know is a flaw of your own. I see no wrong in the things I do and I try to be as good of a person as I can, but it still is never enough to some people. Maybe it is just our different lifestyles that they can never understand. I have no judgement of anyone who lives their life the way they want to as long as it causes no harm or inconveniency for other people. I try to live my life that way as much as I can. Others, however, tend to feel the need to invovle me in their crazy lifestyle and never seem to get that I cannot always accomodate to their every needs. Everyone is different and things should be done at their leisure. Example: Just because you seem to like being the center of attention and always admit yourself into loud places, that does not mean your friend likes being in that situation. Some people can be uncomfortable to speak aloud, or find it hard to meet new people. That may not be the case for me, but I do like to have my space and I just wish people would respect that. I have never made anyone feel less about themself because they cancelled plans, or do not want to do something that I want to do. But that never seems to be the case when it is my turn to cancel or whatnot. Sometimes I just do not get people. Maybe that is why people do not get me. Maybe that is a flaw that I need to work on and begin to see the harsh reality of life that others seem to live by. Maybe my personality is what makes people take advantage of whatever they can about me. Putting my foot down and saying "no" every once in a while seems to always piss people off. There really is no satisfying people. I guess that is what I need to understand. As if my life were not hectic enough I have to load other people's responsibilities on my shoulders as well. I have been on the verge of just completely giving up, but I know I am being prepared for something even greater. I just hope it comes soon. This life has done a lot to me and there are things that have happened that I cannot explain or even come close to comprehending. And I have made it through many struggles...what's a little more right? I guess only time will tell.