Where's the silver lining?

There are so many things that I want to accomplish, but lately it feels impossible for me to even try. I look for motivation from things around me only to be reminded of how bad I failed. Is this really what my life has become? I know there has to be more but things are so vague it is hard to even look for more. People say when things are bad they can only get better, I pray that is the case right now.